• pack
• remember to go to rite aid
• remember to pick up my paycheck
• bake this banana bread
• clean the apartment

Yeah so I fell asleep at 5:30 and woke up at 9 LOOKS LIKE I’M NOT FINISHING STUDYING ANYTIME SOON.

I emailed my professor at least telling her my fever’s 102 but I feel like rescheduling a final is a huge pain in the ass so i dunno if she’ll do it.

HALFWAY DONE WITH STUDYING.

MY FEVER IS NOW 100.6

I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS

I think the most annoying part of being sick is that I working out just puts me in a healthy mindset, and I can’t work out because I am currently dying of the black lung, so I just want to eat unhealthy food all the time. I had two really good days where I was finally feeling better and worked out and ate right and now I’m sick yet again.

This is the “I have a fever but I also have a final tomorrow that I have to study for” stance. I swear to god my upper body is not that blobby. That’s what men’s sweatshirts do to you, I suppose.

Composite pictures are today. This is as good as it’s getting.

• i seem to have gotten the black lung again
• which means my body is rejecting me and breaking out
• and i have my composite pictures at 1:30
• so that should be fun
• i also have to do my hair
• and if i stop coughing anytime soon, i’ll be allowed at the gym
• because my gym is CRAZY about people with coughs

well, matt’s not gonna be here for another hour and a half at least, and I’m too afraid to leave my room in case my sobbing roommate emerges and gives me a death glare or something and then i’ll have to ask her what’s wrong and that is just not my forte. do you know what that means? videogames.

my roommate just came storming in with her boyfriend and has been having a mental breakdown for the past 20 minutes about what i can only assume are grades. It might actually be over the fact that she got a B instead of an A, if I’m eavesdropping correctly. I’m kind of glad I don’t stress out as much about class as she does, because she’s honestly a miserable human being sometimes. And she’s being a dick to her boyfriend right now. Aaaand he just left

EVIL STUDY GLARE.

Also, I blend into the walls. You always know a Milford man.

• study
• take my final
• gym
• matt’s hopefully back by then with a vacuum from my house
• clean/start packing
• hopefully it gets nicer out because i want to be outside

weeeee going to bed early because matt’s not here and i’m bored. a full night’s rest might be the only thing i actually enjoy about him not being here.