there was once a snapchat of me hula hooping while double fisting pizza, and i think if that isn’t the definition of my life, nothing is.
catching up on hoop videos while drinking tea is an a+ way to spend my night.
ps dad made fun of me for buying cage free eggs and saying i was going to buy organic veggies and grass fed beef so that’s fun :(
i neeeed to hear back about my job because i have no motivation to clean my room until i know whether i’m living at home and moving downstairs or living in new york. i’ve been living in piles for the two months that i’ve been home, and sharing a room with my sister as a 22 year old is basically the most inconvenient thing ever. our room isn’t big enough for all of our shit.
it needs to stop fucking raining so i can hoop. naturally i didn’t get all of my shit done for the day until it started to downpour and now i’m stuck inside. give me a house with higher ceilings, plz. :(((((
the only thing about the whole30 is that they recommend like one serving of fruit per day if anything, which i get for people are subconsciously replacing baked goods with fruit, but some people take it way too far and play the “BUT FRUIT IS THE DEVIL” card and i will never get on board with a fruit-free lifestyle. it’s fruit. it grows on a tree. it’s like the most natural thing you can eat.
something in my room smells like ass. time to figure out what it is and maybe actually legitimately clean it for once in my life.
also, semi-whole30 week looks like it’s gonna go just fine. basically, i’m gonna be as grain free as possible all week. i’m pretty much going to be following the plan, but i have a bunch of food that i have to eat before it goes bad that isn’t compliant, so i’m sneaking that in here and there. there’s nooooo way i’d let a whole carton of vanilla almond milk go bad. or my feta. it’s basically all dairy and pre-marinated meats, to be honest. but today’s been awesome so far.
you guys, i ate a whole egg today! it was probably with like three egg whites, but i’m working my way up to eating whole eggs. it’s like 60% dislike for yolks and 40% fear of yolks, so this is a big deal for me. yolks were probably the first fear food i ever had, and i’ve just avoided addressing it because i don’t really care for them anyway, but now is the time.
oh my god i’m so sweaty. the barn was 80 degrees so i only did the elliptical for a half hour. SO HOT.
nbd just planning out my day for tomorrow so i actually follow it for once:
i just have to remember to cross this stuff off my list as soon as i do it, so i actually seem productive.
i haven’t had much to eat today, but i’m not hungry. then again, the burger i ordered for breakfast/lunch was huge, but i only ate half of it. then i didn’t eat again till dinner, and i only had a chicken breast and a cob of corn. that can’t possibly be enough, but i have NO APPETITE. weh. i haven’t been very hungry lately. i feel like i’ve just been eating because i have to, but i’m not hungry when i eat.
Oh yeah i have an orthopedist appointment for my knee next Tuesday and mom made me nervous because she told me that office is notoriously bad at telling people all of their problems are because they’re fat and not because they have legitimate issues. So that anxiety is going to be WONDERFUL
Okay so here’s the plan for the week:
• going grain free this week in preparation for the whole30 nbd
• email jobs by Wednesday and Thursday if I haven’t heard back
• hopefully I get my credit card in the mail
• start packing by Wednesday
• DC friday-monday for our anniversary. I’m flying there, which is a thing that I hate
• start whole30 right after that