well, i’m like officially not okay with how my body is. i haven’t been eating the right foods AT ALL because i’ve been hanging out with people who also don’t really make the right food choices (like bk at 11:30 at night) and i’ve been drinking a lot lately, which i’ve already addressed by choosing not to drink until my birthday (march 19th!)
i need to get back to going to the gym regularly, but i have bronchitis that’s supposed to be around for another two or three weeks, so everything really sucks. i guess i’m just going to really look at what i’m eating from now on, and i might go back to counting calories/wearing my hrm when i workout.
time to get changed and head out to hooping! and then i have to hardcore study tonight omg midterm tomorrow. it’s open notes, but still.
my mom calls me at the most inopportune times. and then when i tell her i’m really busy right now, so proceeds to ask me questions that could have waited until way later. not to mention i’m sick and can’t breathe and i’d rather not spend 20 minutes talking when it makes me cough my lungs up.
I’ve had this weird anxious feeling in my chest since last night but it might not be anxiety but that’s the closest thing I can relate it to. It’s like squiggly uncomfortableness. i’m sick and i couldn’t sleep at all last night because of it so now i’m skipping all of my classes for today even though i really shouldn’t so i can sleep and get a little better before my 10-4 shift tonight.
sooo i think i’m not gonna drink until my birthday????
20 days of no drinking here we go.
shit shit shit i have to pack myself dinner too because i get out of class at 3:50 and i’m working 4-10 and i don’t honestly want pizza today. i guess i actually have to be productive now.
I have an hour before class that I should be using to:
but instead i’m probably going to be sitting on my laptop doing nothing.
oops i just remembered i was going to shower tonight because i’m a disgusting human being who’s like three days past when i should have showered. i guess i’m getting up early tomorrow to do it.
my hoop instructor asked me to teach everyone the corkscrew today. that was pretty cool.
so i ended up being so sick yesterday that my insides still hurt. usually, it feels like my muscles are sore from heaving the next day, but this time it feels like my internal organs are kicking themselves.
never drinking that much again. i had a whole double bottle of wine and two beers in a four hour period. i think i even woke up drunk, since i didn’t even get a hangover until about 3pm.
so this weekend was crazy. yoga at 5, brotherhood meeting at 7, working 9-3. i need to get so much stuff done tomorrow.
I think I’m going to attempt to turn my old polypro into an led polypro. This should be interesting.